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MOVING TO CHARMEDBYACURSE
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Yes, I've finally decided to move from this account. As of right now, 
is retired. It's gonna stay up, so I can look back at it, but I am now going to be posting stuff,with a goal of at least one proper thing per week along with random sketches of stuff. It's gonna take a while to get all the people I watch onto the other account. I'll try to get it prettied up soon.
is retired. It's gonna stay up, so I can look back at it, but I am now going to be posting stuff,with a goal of at least one proper thing per week along with random sketches of stuff. It's gonna take a while to get all the people I watch onto the other account. I'll try to get it prettied up soon.It took a fucking long time to figure out a good username.
I wanna move on form this account and start over with my art without having all this old stuff I made when I was 13. SO ONWARDS TOWARDS MORE PROGRESS AND HOPEFULLY MORE ACTIVITY.
My new account is 
Thanks to everyone who has watched me here, and I hope you'll watch me there 
There's an example of my style change there, that will hopefully continue and develope as I draw more.
Thanks to everyone who has watched me here, and I hope you'll watch me there There's an example of my style change there, that will hopefully continue and develope as I draw more.Ahh, I'm gonna miss you, my first DA account, but It's time for a change.
And for the last time on this account, see y'all later ~Choz
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Hmmmm... To move, or not to move?
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I made this account about three and a half years ago now.
Huh.
I kinda wanna start over with new stuff since I'm changing my design and style a bunch. Or, at least trying. This started out with pictures of cats and edited pictures and crappy sketches, and I stuck those in my scrap thing. And I have all of this old writing I kinda wanna die reading.
I wanna start anew.
There's also the fact I kinda wanna change my username, and Iiiii refuse to buy premium 
It's not that I don't like being called Choco or Choz, I just wanna change. To what? I have and idea, but we'll see.
It's not that I don't like being called Choco or Choz, I just wanna change. To what? I have and idea, but we'll see.Now the question is to really switch or not. Welp, I'll figure that out soon and if I make a new account, I'll keep ya updated~
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Moar Updates
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Heyo guys~ So I've been back for about three weeks now, but the first week I was just depressed cuz I missed all the frands. And then I went camping one weekend, met up with some summer school friends for a day, cousins came over, and met up with a normal school friend uwu.
Inbetween that I've been just doing nothing really productive at home, except for cleaning the house, and sometimes making some things. Which by the way, Imma be cooking a bunch over the next little bit~ Oh, and me and a couple of friends are busy working on a special project ^w^ which will EVENTUALLY come out, 'cuz we've worked a good lot on this actually, so expect something from it.
I got a new sketchbook and pencils so I've been drawing dragons and actually giving them mouths and noses and stuff form last year. They're better proportioned and their manes are better too :'D So, I might upload those soon. Actually, tonight if I have enough drive. Been catching up on a bunch of anime, like Devils and Realist, Free!, Homestuck, Crepuscule, manga updates, and other random stuff I've watched. Also, been playing a bunch of games and just hanging out at home, pretty much XP I need more stuff to do.
So, summer school was fantastic >w< I'm planning on going again for the next two summers, cuz friends and nice people and just amg it was amaaaaazing. I'm missing all my people.
In a long-story-short thing, I'll explain what a normal day was for us:
Wake up early if you wanna run or shower
Church(I didn't go) at 7:00
Wake up call at 7:30 for those who hadn't awakened yet
Breakfast at 8:00
General meeting at 8:30
Class 1: 9:00
Class 2: 10:30
Lunch for an hour at 12:00
Class 3: 1:00
Class 4: 2:30
Freetime/Leadership(Get a project, talk, leave) at 4:00
Dinner for an hour at 5:30 or 6:00
Freetime/ Time where Teachers would take you to practice until lights out/until they were satisfied with our work(Once stayed up until 1:00 to work on a song)
On some days after lunch or after breakfast we would go and rehearse at the passion play(which included running around, climbing up hills, much inbetween scenes because there was a main cast and then there was us, sitting out in the sun, drinking lots of water, and sometimes almost falling asleep between particularly long breaks. Stayed at a barn for about 2 and a half hours I think?) and sometimes we would end up staying there until 10:30, and it would rain most of the rehearsals.
On the actual performance days, we'd be at the place for, on average, six hours a day, and then head on home and eat snack and hang out with others/work on plays and music and dance and such until lights out.
We had performances, a talent show, and a dance, which was all very fun, and I got to dress up as Red Riding Hood and chuck candy I'd gotten my parents to bring me, at everyone.
I wouldn't trade the experience for anything uwu made a bunch of friends, and gained a bunch of stories to tell people. I was anxious for everything, but ended up having a good time and gaining confidence, experience, and people skills. Wheeeeeeeee! All the Happy >u<
On other updates, I'm probably gonna get into uploading stuff soon since I finally feel like it xD Probably in pairs or triples at a time. I've come up with a couple of other stories, but I wanna get some stuff from previous stories done before I actually work on those more. Maybe I'll start uploading chapters soon, but for now, people! Also, I need moar groups .w. I've kinda fallen out of stuff from the two groups I've joined... since I still have a mass of messages I have to get through from being away.
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Quick Updates!
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Okay guys, Choz is Busy once again. First of all, I have like zero free time at summer school.
BUT IT IS SO AMAZING HERE OMG THE PEOPLE ARE SO NICE AND I MADE FRIENDISH PEOPPE AND WE HAD OUR TALENT SHOW TODAY AND PEOPLE HERE ARE JUST ASDGHKLLDBSIALHRUD
Today after the talent show people started giving us dance lessons and one of the guy friends I made taught me how to spin and now I can chacha and it's fun. I cant Wait for the social. Anyway I didn't get a part in either of the plays we are doing because there are 33-38 of us in the 15-25 class and yeah. But I'm theme song in one and am singing in part of the other. Omg it's so much fun and I am an alto and I am getting bettering but not by much at singing. Needa work on that. But tomorrow I might have three hours of free time if I don't waste it on homestuck or go down somewhere or talk with people here.
So yes I thought I was gonna wanna come home in the first week and now were in our last week and I know I'm gonna cry when I leave these people omg I love these people I want to keep them all and will hopefully see them next year and keep in touch with them. Unfortunately my mom might have killed my plant by the time I get home and I miss my pets but Yes I finished friends thing so I can work on other stuff when I get time back. So probably after I get home if we dOnt get dragged somewhere for my sisters birthday. And we have like 12 people sleeping in our previously 7 people room so I'm gonna interact or go sleep now ouo I will detail when I get onto my computer but the network I'm on has DA blocked so yeah Once again when I get home. Now it's 1:11 night!
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Stuffs/Updates
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'Kay so shit's been hitting the fan around the area I live, 'cuz there was a flood in a town not too far away, and then in a city farther away, and in the lower part of the town I live in. Plus there was a mudslide somewhere. And so the electricity and internet has been a little fucked up every now and again for the past two weeks now. It's mostly fixed now though. Still, the power outage started while I was in the movie theater, and to say the least, Iiii realized I am scared of the dark in big spaces too. So combo-phobias that's always fantastically fun.
Oh but I got out of my last exam 'cuz of the flood and that's awesome. And then the rest of my sisters school was cancel, so I got stuck babysitting her :I But I dealt with it.
Um but yeah, that thing is mostly over. Another thing is that because of the flood and the roads falling apart between where I live and where we bought our trailer at, we couldn't get it, but today we went and got it, so yay! uwu Now we can go to camp grounds again, something we havn't done since one of the houses we used to live at kind of backed up sewage and I think wrecked our tent. So like five or six years ago.
On another more important note- My dad has been pushing me to go into a summer camp, so instead of getting a job for the entire summer like I planned, it'll probably happen around August. My dad was gonna put me in a three week counselor training camp thing and I was not on board with that since it was mostly just learning how to lead like 5-12 year on a hike and doing games and stuff, so that sounded really really boring. So instead of doing that, I searched up a couple of camps that seemed interesting, and most of them had to do with drama, so I made a list of five that might work, and sent it to my dad. He said one would only be possible since most of them were day camps in a city more then an hour away, and that meant driving there and back twice a day, which wasn't possible. This one was residential and is like four hours away, so that's cool. It's a three week drama camp/summer school thing set on only drama, that you need letters of reference to get into.
So I got accepted late, and since I made the decision hastily, I later(AKA last night), was having an internal freak out and for a couple hours was dead set against going since several of the things didn't sound very appealing, while others were. And then somehow I convinced myself to just go for it this morning, 'cuz hey, even if it's long, it's only on drama, and I havn't been doing much towards acting, and this'll give me ten drama credits to go on my school stuff and that's two or three classes less I have to take to reach the 100 credit mark. I'm mostly concerned about the length and how I won't be able to hug my pets ;n; I want to bring my Fawn.
That and the fact that one of the big things that we're apparently doing is being extras(I think) in a thing about Jesus, and because I'm not religious, I am kind of worried that I'll be the only atheist there. And that'll be really awkward. So yeah. But I'm just gonna sit through it. And then there's a talent show so GNEFGEOSIJDKFHBJKL NO. THAT MEANS SHOWING OFF ON YOUR OWN. AND I DON'T WANNA DO THAT. NOPE. NO THANKS. DO NOT WANT. NOOOOOO. So I hope you can either sit out for it, or I can just play a couple of piano songs.
And then there's a Gala Performance. What the fuck is a Gala Performance? I looked it up and it's like a first performance, but what is that? I don't even know so hopefully it's just a play or a skit we all do because once again- Don't wanna be alone.
And then there's the fact that no one I know will be there. Probably. So no frands for Choco until I make some myself, and normally I'm just like "Kay, just go say hi" and then just sit there and am like "Nope, to scared". ;u; I hope I can make a couple of friends there. It's for people in grade 9-12. So around my age group.
And then there's the fact about dormitories. Um, I kind of hope we share rooms 'cuz I don't wanna be alone, but what if me and the person I share a room with for three weeks don't get along? Just wish me luck 'cuz I don't know how this will work.
Oh and then there's the fact I don't know how it's gonna be like. It's supposed to be summer school, so I'm just assuming it'll be like 8-3 or something and then we get to do whatever we want for the rest of the day and wander around the town or go back to our rooms. Hrm.
I'm pretty sure I'll have fun though. I hope. Oh God, okay I'm just gonna collect my stuffs tomorrow and finish something for a friend, and then get there and just tell myself "Hey, surprises are fun, yep, let's go with it" and see how that works out.
So this quickly escalated into a worried Choco journal xD I think I'll be fine now that I got that out of my system though uwu I'm bringing my laptop and tablet and other stuff, so I'll still be around on the stuffs, just maybe not as much during the day. I'm heading in Sunday night, so I'll update you when I figure out what's going on. I have a couple things I have planned out to finished, the thing for a friend at the top.
Later~
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